Wednesday, February 09, 2005
i just spent the whole nite looking for one CD and i think it's gone forever - well, not the whole nite, i went to a party first - but afterwards, i went a-lookin' and it's a-gone. o well - didn't like the band that much anywayz
it's been a crazy week, i guess i always have crazy weeks - but this one in particular. i just want it to end...so i can go shopping and sleep :) like what i did in asia :)
but what's really buggin' is lately, all i hear is - when are you getting marrrrrrried???
i'll tell u a secret - anyone who asks (well, there are some, like family, who have immunity and they can bother me with as much as they want to with the the stupid question) so anyone who asks - well you're not invited...and you prolly don't know i have a blog, so o well, you don't know my rule either - so tough luck - you don't know me well enough to go - hardy har har
anywayz, at the rate i'm going, it's not going to happen anytime soon - so hold your horses
my close friends say i won't be able to carry out this rule - that i will have to succumb to inviting people i don't know, like annoying people who just want to eat banquets, or people who just want to know your job plans, but when i say reporter, they go blank and say, no med school eh? i just sigh.
actually carrying out this rule has been kinda fun - i have a list goin' in my head and am eliminating already :) heheheh
can u tell i need another vacation?
it's been a crazy week, i guess i always have crazy weeks - but this one in particular. i just want it to end...so i can go shopping and sleep :) like what i did in asia :)
but what's really buggin' is lately, all i hear is - when are you getting marrrrrrried???
i'll tell u a secret - anyone who asks (well, there are some, like family, who have immunity and they can bother me with as much as they want to with the the stupid question) so anyone who asks - well you're not invited...and you prolly don't know i have a blog, so o well, you don't know my rule either - so tough luck - you don't know me well enough to go - hardy har har
anywayz, at the rate i'm going, it's not going to happen anytime soon - so hold your horses
my close friends say i won't be able to carry out this rule - that i will have to succumb to inviting people i don't know, like annoying people who just want to eat banquets, or people who just want to know your job plans, but when i say reporter, they go blank and say, no med school eh? i just sigh.
actually carrying out this rule has been kinda fun - i have a list goin' in my head and am eliminating already :) heheheh
can u tell i need another vacation?
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
the other day i said something hopelessly ironic - me and a friend were ranting about our jobs, when i said, some people just take their jobs too seriously - then i stopped, b/c i'm one of those people.
and after saying that, it somehow felt better, and i had some more perspective
like today when i came to work, and someone had terrorized my phone - unplugged everything and broke it and taped it together - usually i would start freaking out - but after it got fixed, i dunno - i was okay - it was really no big deal - another coworker was like - i would be sooo mad - but i was okay - maybe because it did get fixed and now it's new and better - and people cared enough to ask if i was okay.
and truthfully lil things like the asking if i was okay, really make me feel better - like when i gave a lil homemade card to a coworker - and he sent me this really really long email about how he kept last year's and the smiling snowman made him believe in the good things in life - and when somebody sat in his desk and put the snowman away, he freaked out - and frantically searched - until he found it - and then all order in life was restored - he actually made this snowman a "he" - that seriously made my day.
well today, i was just kinda happy that work wasn't such a big deal in my life anymore - and that my bro called me around 5 and wanted to have dinner :)
i read this amazing book recently - called BLANKETS - it's the most amazing book - wow - it like spoke to my soul and if it wasn't written by a white guy from wisconsin - it wuda been about me (jk) but seriously, it really spoke to me - it was so raw and so self deprecating - it was real to a lot of struggles i've gone through - and made me realize - i'm not alone
and that it's really not a big deal - b/c hey he's still happy too :)
and after saying that, it somehow felt better, and i had some more perspective
like today when i came to work, and someone had terrorized my phone - unplugged everything and broke it and taped it together - usually i would start freaking out - but after it got fixed, i dunno - i was okay - it was really no big deal - another coworker was like - i would be sooo mad - but i was okay - maybe because it did get fixed and now it's new and better - and people cared enough to ask if i was okay.
and truthfully lil things like the asking if i was okay, really make me feel better - like when i gave a lil homemade card to a coworker - and he sent me this really really long email about how he kept last year's and the smiling snowman made him believe in the good things in life - and when somebody sat in his desk and put the snowman away, he freaked out - and frantically searched - until he found it - and then all order in life was restored - he actually made this snowman a "he" - that seriously made my day.
well today, i was just kinda happy that work wasn't such a big deal in my life anymore - and that my bro called me around 5 and wanted to have dinner :)
i read this amazing book recently - called BLANKETS - it's the most amazing book - wow - it like spoke to my soul and if it wasn't written by a white guy from wisconsin - it wuda been about me (jk) but seriously, it really spoke to me - it was so raw and so self deprecating - it was real to a lot of struggles i've gone through - and made me realize - i'm not alone
and that it's really not a big deal - b/c hey he's still happy too :)
