Wednesday, October 27, 2004
went around for half the day at work with jam on my lip - nobody told me! i'd eaten a pb&j sandwich for breakfast - and had jam on - people either must think i was bleeding (to which they still shuda told me) or that i'm dirty.
o well
my friend asked the other day if i was excited to work anymore.
i guess i am and am passionate = but overall, i'm just tired - i need a vacation - and to be surrounded by people who will tell me if i have jam on my face! :op
o well
my friend asked the other day if i was excited to work anymore.
i guess i am and am passionate = but overall, i'm just tired - i need a vacation - and to be surrounded by people who will tell me if i have jam on my face! :op
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
saw team america - felt like it was a pop culture must-do, but felt very conflicted asian wise - here are some of my thoughts
also got a cool new hat!
and i'm still addicted to quizzes:
You rule. in 15 years, you won't be as known as you
are now, but most of the people that will know
you then will like you (or else I'll beat them
with a stick). You're nice to listen to.
What band from the 80s are you?
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also got a cool new hat!
and i'm still addicted to quizzes:
You rule. in 15 years, you won't be as known as you
are now, but most of the people that will know
you then will like you (or else I'll beat them
with a stick). You're nice to listen to.
What band from the 80s are you?
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
well, it's comforting that online quizzes can kiss up - but i don't know if this is really on the mark!
Your anime hair color is pink.
What is your anime hair color?
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Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind
that would inspire people to write poetry or
paint beautiful artwork with. People think your
absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think
differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you
but not just because of your lovely body but
because of your face. Your kind of beauty can
be characterized my flawlessness. Your so
beautiful that usually people can't stop
looking at you. You can be profound and really
understand people's emotions You're a work of
art inside and out.
What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)
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Your anime hair color is pink.
What is your anime hair color?
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Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind
that would inspire people to write poetry or
paint beautiful artwork with. People think your
absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think
differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you
but not just because of your lovely body but
because of your face. Your kind of beauty can
be characterized my flawlessness. Your so
beautiful that usually people can't stop
looking at you. You can be profound and really
understand people's emotions You're a work of
art inside and out.
What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i brot a pillow to work :) it makes my scarily messy desk more comfortable.
yesterday i had an eye appt. i hate seeing the doctor and getting poked at, but he's a family friend - so it's not as intimidating i guess. isn't it ironic that i hate seeing the doctor but i wanted to be a doctor? i guess it's like how i hate school but i want to be a teacher.
anyways, I was wondering why my glasses gave me a headache. It turned out Kaiser gave me a stigmatism in one eye when I don’t have one. (i got my glasses there b/c i was doubly covered a few years ago through my work and my dad - so i took advantage and got free glasses) But, they were lame - they changed the prescription from .25 to 2.5! my prescription got a little worse in that eye - but it's a wonder that i didn't go blind!!!
yesterday i had an eye appt. i hate seeing the doctor and getting poked at, but he's a family friend - so it's not as intimidating i guess. isn't it ironic that i hate seeing the doctor but i wanted to be a doctor? i guess it's like how i hate school but i want to be a teacher.
anyways, I was wondering why my glasses gave me a headache. It turned out Kaiser gave me a stigmatism in one eye when I don’t have one. (i got my glasses there b/c i was doubly covered a few years ago through my work and my dad - so i took advantage and got free glasses) But, they were lame - they changed the prescription from .25 to 2.5! my prescription got a little worse in that eye - but it's a wonder that i didn't go blind!!!
Monday, October 11, 2004
some random thoughts from my random mind:
i'm still sad over the Cal-USC game - so close!!! i'm not big into football, but when it comes to CAL, it something else :op
in fellowship today, they mentioned flash praying. how we should pray for everything and anything that might come up and see how that changes our lives. and in case we forget, they made us tie a white string around our wrists - we have to keep this on for 2 weeks! i hope mine doesn't get all grimy! and i hope people don't think i'm a believer in kaballah who didn't get it right!
my friends ask - so what have you been up to? and i always have one answer: work. all consuming, crazy work. i'm upped the ante and am working even more now - bad bad me. i need to stop. it's like my horrible addiction of boba - i can't stop that either. seriously, my desk and boba must have crack in it.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
with all the commotion surrounding my other blog i've been ignoring this one. but i got my first mean comment on that one, and then immediately turned the comment option off. all day i was waiting for someone to comment, and when someone finally does, they tell me i suck. sigh. i guess u can't please them all.
a friend of mine reads this blog and the other blog and told me that i seemed to be looking, searching for something. this made me think, made me wonder if i lacked something, or was reflecting that i lacked something. it also made me wonder why i work my brains out so much that i don't have time for anything else, if i was too scared to just do nothing. to just sit there and be content. probably. :o/
i'm going on tv tomorrow to do a music feed for Pacific Fusion and to tell you the truth, I'm terrified. they told me i'm supposed to wear blue. tough thing, i don't have much blue, so i hurried to the mall to look - kinda struck out. and then, i'll prolly have to wear make-up. i don't really. the most i usually do is eye shadow and some gloss - cuz i hate the way make-up feels and tastes. i always figure that if you don't like the way i look, well tough, b/c i'm not going to cater to you or society. this is how i look and that's it. I remember i got into a fight about wearing make-up, more than once, with different people - about how i should try it and how it would make me better. i was thinking - so i'm not okay now? why must i add on to be suitable?
so tomorrow - i have to figure it all out - but if i look jacked on tv later - with something funky on and messed up makeup - please don't giggle :op
a friend of mine reads this blog and the other blog and told me that i seemed to be looking, searching for something. this made me think, made me wonder if i lacked something, or was reflecting that i lacked something. it also made me wonder why i work my brains out so much that i don't have time for anything else, if i was too scared to just do nothing. to just sit there and be content. probably. :o/
i'm going on tv tomorrow to do a music feed for Pacific Fusion and to tell you the truth, I'm terrified. they told me i'm supposed to wear blue. tough thing, i don't have much blue, so i hurried to the mall to look - kinda struck out. and then, i'll prolly have to wear make-up. i don't really. the most i usually do is eye shadow and some gloss - cuz i hate the way make-up feels and tastes. i always figure that if you don't like the way i look, well tough, b/c i'm not going to cater to you or society. this is how i look and that's it. I remember i got into a fight about wearing make-up, more than once, with different people - about how i should try it and how it would make me better. i was thinking - so i'm not okay now? why must i add on to be suitable?
so tomorrow - i have to figure it all out - but if i look jacked on tv later - with something funky on and messed up makeup - please don't giggle :op
