Thursday, October 09, 2003
funny when you get older your definition of WORST DAY EVER changes - i think it used to be like if it rained - then the guy i was crushing on found out - now it's everything you work toward crumbles, and the sky is falling.
work has been a bit frustrating - sometimes the ideals you founded your life on get compromised and you just do meeting after meeting without getting anywhere. don't get me wrong, i have a dream job, but sometimes legistics get in the way. sometimes i wish i could just help people, not ask these celebrities if they are single, or what brand are you wearing.
when i was 16, i thot i would be married and in med school, now so far from those goals - i freak out at the possibility of being aimless and 25. i don't ever want to grow up, become jaded and cynical. i see those kind of people everyday - people who have lost their souls, who just pass the day and wish they could die. i don't ever want to be like that. i want my life to be filled with stuffed animals and skipping.
work has been a bit frustrating - sometimes the ideals you founded your life on get compromised and you just do meeting after meeting without getting anywhere. don't get me wrong, i have a dream job, but sometimes legistics get in the way. sometimes i wish i could just help people, not ask these celebrities if they are single, or what brand are you wearing.
when i was 16, i thot i would be married and in med school, now so far from those goals - i freak out at the possibility of being aimless and 25. i don't ever want to grow up, become jaded and cynical. i see those kind of people everyday - people who have lost their souls, who just pass the day and wish they could die. i don't ever want to be like that. i want my life to be filled with stuffed animals and skipping.
# posted by Marian @ 12:40 AM 
