Thursday, November 04, 2004
it's funny these days - i have so much more free time now that i have to figure out how to spend it. at first i worked myself to death - and stopped that cuz i got sick - and now, i just kinda sit and think.
much of my life i've been feeding off of compliments - like i saw will and grace tonite (i luv the show b/c it reminds me of my neighbors when i was in college) anywayz, she said, if you don't know what others think of you, how do you know what to think of yourself?
i've always been like that - i guess i'm a lot like grace in that way (besides the fact my name literally means "without grace") i am a klutz, awkward, and can be ditzy at times - part of me doesn't mind being naive, but the other is just realizing that being known as a ditz sucks - people think less of you.
i've decided to "edit" my life lately - to cut the negativity out and to find balance in my life.
much of my life i've been feeding off of compliments - like i saw will and grace tonite (i luv the show b/c it reminds me of my neighbors when i was in college) anywayz, she said, if you don't know what others think of you, how do you know what to think of yourself?
i've always been like that - i guess i'm a lot like grace in that way (besides the fact my name literally means "without grace") i am a klutz, awkward, and can be ditzy at times - part of me doesn't mind being naive, but the other is just realizing that being known as a ditz sucks - people think less of you.
i've decided to "edit" my life lately - to cut the negativity out and to find balance in my life.
# posted by Marian @ 11:59 PM 
