Thursday, November 24, 2005
happy thanksgiving everybody.
thanks for the well-wishes :0)
I'm alive and okay as i can be :) and going to china on saturday. i've been traveling a lot and basically been living out a suitcase - i like the change of scenery, but i guess its a bit of an escape mechanism.
a wish my friend told me is to be normal - i guess i don't even know what that feels like - normalcy. but with the holiday season in full gear, it helps to know that God is in charge and that He'll lead me through.
but i guess i'm also a bit of a drama queen and i like life to be a bit chaotic - makes it more interesting. like there cannot be ups without the downs. i think i've suffered enough downs that hopefully a rainbow should be appearing sometime soon.
so i'm going to china with my bro and my dad. for the longest time, me and my dad have butted heads...but it turns out that that around the time, or after my dad had his heart attack, he may have suffered a mild stroke with a bit of brain damage which explains his mean behavior. but then, now i can't even get mad at him back bC if this is true, he can't help it. sigh.
i hope we don't all kill each other in china.
thanks for the well-wishes :0)
I'm alive and okay as i can be :) and going to china on saturday. i've been traveling a lot and basically been living out a suitcase - i like the change of scenery, but i guess its a bit of an escape mechanism.
a wish my friend told me is to be normal - i guess i don't even know what that feels like - normalcy. but with the holiday season in full gear, it helps to know that God is in charge and that He'll lead me through.
but i guess i'm also a bit of a drama queen and i like life to be a bit chaotic - makes it more interesting. like there cannot be ups without the downs. i think i've suffered enough downs that hopefully a rainbow should be appearing sometime soon.
so i'm going to china with my bro and my dad. for the longest time, me and my dad have butted heads...but it turns out that that around the time, or after my dad had his heart attack, he may have suffered a mild stroke with a bit of brain damage which explains his mean behavior. but then, now i can't even get mad at him back bC if this is true, he can't help it. sigh.
i hope we don't all kill each other in china.
# posted by Marian @ 4:45 PM 
